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Thursday, July 08, 2004
so much for my happy ending..broken inside
Posted at 03:30 pm by Jessica07
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Posted at 09:39 pm by Jessica07
Lost, Stolen, Destroyed, mind thoughts....
hey everyone! im still in dallas but im leaving in 2 days to go and see my brother off.. that will be the hardest day! im going to die! but anyways dont want to talk about that... today i drove to the store then to go get some fireworks so i can blowthings up! woo... last night i went to bestbuy with my brother and his girlfriend and got some CD's... then i called jeffrey to see if he wanted to see spiderman two with my brother and his girlfriend and i but he was already going with his family it was weird so we just got to hang out bc we went at the same time and everything! woohoo! well then i came home i got to drive home and i went to bed, then woke up this morning and said bye to chris and amyjo (brother and his gf) and then took a shower... while i was in the shower i was thinking of somthing that cynde once asked me " have you ever wished you were better then what you were" and it was so strang how it hit me and i wanted to cry... but yes anyways thats really all that has gone down today... i got to talk to jeffrey on the phone and online and it was awesome. i got to talk to melissa and i found out her and matthew are back i wish i could come and see you guys im happy you had a good time! alright well im coming in town some day soon so i will call and we will hang out.. love you guys so much godbless ---
Posted at 06:11 pm by Jessica07
ocean breathes salty

Your body may be gone, but I'm gonna carry you in.
In my head, in my heart, in my soul.
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both live again.
Well I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Don't think so.
Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me.
You get away from me.
Cellected my belongings and I left the jail.
Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell.
I had to think awhile. I had to think awhile.
The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in?
In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old.
Well I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I hope so.
Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me.
You get away from me.
Collected my belongings and I left the jail.
Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell.
I had to think awhile. I had to think awhile.
Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed,
When the ocean met the sky.
You missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbye.
When the earth folded in on itself.
And said, "Good luck, for your sake I hope heaven and hell are really there
But I wouldn't hold my breath."
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in?
In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
The more we move ahead the more we're stuck in rewind.
Well I don't mind. I don't mind.
How the hell could I mind?
Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me.
You get away from me.
Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed,
When the ocean met the sky.
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?
the view..
If life's not beautiful without the pain,
well I'd just rather never ever even see beauty again.
Well as life gets longer, awful feels softer.
And it feels pretty soft to me.
THATS SOME MODEST MOUSE SONGS....
Posted at 03:46 pm by Jessica07
Saturday, July 03, 2004
The secretary of the way it all started....
Hey everyone.. how are you doing im doing very good... im in dallas for those who dont know...well here is what i have been up to nothing big... when i got in the car from the airport my step mom gave me some food then i went to go see the new house we are buying its very pretty... and big and we have a media room and my room has french doors that open up to it and a bath room... and its big then our game room with have games that you play when you go to game places haha like car racing ones and fighting and etc... but anyways its nice... then cynde and i came to my dads ranch house and went upstairs but our stuff up then we went out to eat then got home and went swimming.. next morning.. we woke up cynde and i went to the mall then sasa picked us up took us to cyndes then we called jeffrey and we went to the mall again then a movie.. after that we went to outback to eat well cynde and i didnt eat but everyone else did. Next day i woke up because lori called so we went to eat lunch with lori then went back to sasa's and waited for chris to pick me up, then he did so we went to the mall again! got him some shorts and a shirt, but my dad called and he was freaking out where are you come home we are going to be late... etc. so we went home and it takes up about an hour to get home from that mall bc we are so far out. but it took about 40 min. haha so i took a shower got dressed in 20 min. and we had to drive fast again to get to the baseball game. ha it was fun and it was a good game. then i got to drive home. nice stuff... i watched tv with my pops for a while then went to bed and pat called me at 12 and i talked to him for a while then i went somewhere..... :) okay well nothing really that good to talk about besides the fact that imiss you guys so much and i hope to see you when i come in and my dad said i can bring someone back with me hah who is the lucky one hah just kidding... but i will be intown for about 6 hours so i hope to see some of you. please leave me a message that will be awesome to hear from you. much love and peace....
-Jessika-

Posted at 09:23 am by Jessica07
ZINGER!
Monday, June 28, 2004

"fall to none"
korey,derick,jonathon,pat, and the bass player....
playing at java jazz at 7pm this friday 10$ at the door please go they are a great band
much love and peace!

this is jonathon want singing in "Fall To None" playing friday! at java jazz
Posted at 12:43 pm by Jessica07
ZINGER!

alright im going to say my farewells now bc im going to be busy to see each and everyone of you and say me feelings about you... ha so i will miss you guys very much while im in dallas but i will for sure get online and i will have my cell so please just call me and say hi 5226628 godbless you all and have an amazing time while im away
~ jessica marie~
Posted at 12:29 pm by Jessica07
ZINGER!
MY HEART BELONGS TO YOU SO SAVE ME....

NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS
GREAT MOVIE!

FOR ALL OF YOU BECAUSE IM LEAVINGSOON AND I LOVE YOU GUYS

GREAT JUMP IT MAKES ME WANNA ROCK!
GOD BLESS EVERYONE OF YOU GUYS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE AWESOME!!
I WILL MISS YOU DEARLY! CALL MY CELL PLEASE - 936 5226628 IT WILL BE GREAT TO HEAR FROM YOU GUYS!!
JESS JEANS!
Posted at 12:11 pm by Jessica07
ZINGER!
boys and girls how have you been doing, im sorry i havent updated in 10 days says daniel... but lets see my brother came down and i got to see him it was so fun i love him so freaking much, then i went to the movies with gene chet and jace to see dodge ball then i went with erika and lauren to see dodge ball again, its funny ben stiller is so funny in it! then i got to order two pairs of shoes for newsport or something like that... one is hot blue and the others are black, i went thrift store shopping agian with my mom and my sister rebecca, i got orange pumps black and white dress and purse it was fun and thats just one store, and erika and i went to the mall and got these two hats cant say where they are from bc its a gay store, haha but it was gonna be 24 dollars and it was marked down to 4.99 so i got one and while i was paying for it the man said it was 1.56 so i went and got another one! good stuff haha.... i have been listening to ZAO alot the pass few weeks i cant wait untill there new Cd comes out.. taylor raven got me into them... nice work! well i spent the might at erikas friday i think and she cut my hair! haha its nice! she did a swell job it is right above my sholders and a little below and i have side bangs and now im trying to talk my mom into letting me dye my hair radiant ruby... its my old hair color before i messed it up but a little darker.. its pretty i think, but then on sat. erika and ryan and her momma and i went and worked at the baseball games for 5 hours and got 34 dollars then it got rain'd out, so we went to kroger and back to the house went to go see dodge ball then came home and i stayed the night again. then i came home on sunday and did my clothes and stuff called my dad to see when i can come up bc i miss him so much!! and he got a new house if you would care to see it then i will show you on MSN or AOL my names are jessiejeans07@hotmail.com for MSN and AOL is ... dreamthewonders ... hmm thats really it nothing to big has been going on but im going to dallas on wed. or thursday so i would love to see you all before i leave but i dont know if i can but if you have plans please call me!! hope you all have a good week much love... peace and farewell
*GOD*BLESS*
the end
jessika jeans

Posted at 11:58 am by Jessica07
ZINGER!
Friday, June 18, 2004
well everyone today was tons of fun... i woke up at 9 got ready for this church thing for my sisters and i saw erika and she gave me back my AFI CD and my hat and also the "i love new york" shirt it was so awesome and sweet of her thank you so very much you rock!... then i went somewhere and stayedin the car with maddie kenzie and rebecca while my mom went into some store... and we listen to AFI bc it was awesome and maddison knows the words to "girls not grey" ha its awesome... well then i went to "northsore park" and played volleyball with lauren tristin kourtney kelsi john,chris,mark,david,and i dont know the others names sorry then we went back to john's house and watched T.V and played with the dogs rosie and bear haha our dogs have the same names... then we went down the street from johns and went swimming at this kids house named Chase it was fun we played b-ball it was fun! hmm then i came home and hung out and talked to jeffrey on the phone and got on MSN and talked to my wonderful friends and i came to my website to see what was going down and i saw that taylor raven jac and sara and erika and nathen all wrote something on there and if i forgot something im so sorry! but that really means alot to me that you care enought to leave a thought! hits me right to the heart in an amazing way thanks so much! well im watching runaway bride for the hmm 3rd time... haha so im gonna go goodnight to everyone much love to all and to all a goodnight
~jessie~

Posted at 09:18 pm by Jessica07
ZINGER!
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Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered
You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart
As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
____AFI____
my heart belongs to you so save me
do you love her or is it him that you love
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my one dream is to wake up next to you
THINGS I LIKE
davey havok and jade!
AFI
my friends
my dog bear
volleyball when its not murder
movies
music
sleeping
mexican food
the guitar when other people play it haha
skateboards
talking
laughing
swimming
dancing haha
people who tell it how it is
black and hot pink
pok-a-dots
a fire inside
GOD!!!
writing
reading matthews songs
and you guys!
THINGS I DONT LIKE
SIMPLE PLAN
people who pretend to be something that are not
whores ha
rude
school sometimes
fighting
postal service
fear of a lovers touch i flee in despair
once again you'd think i would give up but it happens all over again
We held hands on the last night on earth.
Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees,
screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.
It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated
along the bottom of the river.
So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea
and the shattered seasons lay,
and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease.
In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner."
The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide.
We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes
of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.
The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn
as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop.
The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime.
I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked
if you would accompany me in a quick fall,
but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two.
I rode alone.
You said, "The cinders are falling like snow."
There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty,
bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence.
Of blue and grey.
Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city.
The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon
and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines.
Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward,
and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched
into the earth like a message.
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